I am not pastagang, a member of the stang, or a pastagangster
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I liked the idea, but there were things I didn't like
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And those things increased.
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Instead of jamming people started talking, whole swathes of comments,
they let people know what they did and why, ego started occurring,
people started bigging others up
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I didn't want to talk language, to communicate i wanted to make noises
sometimes it didn't need to make sense, it was fine if people misunderstood
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People started making really good music and crazy good visuals, and they got proud, and prideful.
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And they really didn't like it when I would try and add something of my own, which was understandable,
because i wasn't creating magnum opii, I wasn't making good music or good code.
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I would get deleted or commented out, and someone would write a comment that I should or shouldn't do this or that,
or wait, or build up, or whatever.
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so I would just stop going to nudel, I would have a look every so often,
and quite often there would be cool music and cool visuals
and nothing for me to do or add.
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i am sad nudel isn't there, but i'm not, because in the end it was gone away from me, before nudel went;
i could no longer be a part of it, because I was too weird, dumb, tone deaf, untalented, et al. etc.
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what should we learn, should we learn?
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Maybe if we want a chat room, use one of the myriad of chatrooms out there,
instead of turning a musical jam place into a chat room.
You want to spread your non-musical ideas, use a non musical forum.
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Maybe if we want to create amazing pieces of music, we can just use single player strudel, or use a flok room,
we could share the code on some forum if we want recognition for our brilliance.
rather than making some place a space for our egos.
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i'm sure y'all know about those other places.
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also there is a danger, pastagang and nudel became a thing, it became an idol, an idea, a place of power,
where you could become powerful, you could become known, something to be worshipped, to be protected,
if you wanted to get people to see how amazing you were, you could code in nudel,
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and that power became something to control, and to withold, from others, or give to others.
the same human bullshit that always happens basically.
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now its not like nudel is gone or pastagang has gone, because it was never there to begin with, it can be recreated by anyone,
if it hasn't been, then maybe pastagang really has gone, and thats why its no longer here.
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you don't need to keep creating the same thign over and over, create something new
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