pastagang might die. what should a movement look like that is somewhat similar to pastagang but not pastagang? should it be trying to encourage creativity in those who usually dont openly create? probably. but how, and should we even think about how? should we just go with the flow instead?
i tried many times to get many people to create. most people were afraid to do it. they thought their creations would be too bad. but they cant be. they thought itd be soulless, worthless, nothing. but it cant be, and if it can then thats good too. if it is bad that is a good thing. but no matter how often i said it, it usually didnt convince anyone. the most successful instances have been tricking people into creation by letting them change things as a starting point. this is probably why creative commuities like pastagang have their openness. or its just by chance, but either way it probably contributes to the amount of creation being quite high.
i need to stop planning. fuck planning. planning doesnt do any good. the next action is the next action is the next action is whatever happens to be the next action. planning means giving up on doing. i dont want to give up on doing. maybe i will [[[[[just]]]]] try doing whatever next comes to mind and feels right.
i dont want to end this post yet but i have nothing more to say so i will
write about that. i dont really have much to write about that but i can
continue writing about that nonetheless because what i write doesnt matter
just that i write and i will write and i will write and i will create
i need to destroy something i will eat a piece of paper RIGHT NOW.